epiphany

I was thinking about life. And I realized that the more that we try and keep things the same, the more things change around us. It ends up like a stagnating pond. They stink and no one really ones to be around them. It is from trying to control too much, instead of just going with the flow. It is a hard feeling when it feels like everybody is moving forward, and you are stuck there being left behind. that is kinda how I have felt as we have been getting ready for my brothers wedding. The other hard part, is I don't know how to get myself unstuck. Well only time will tell, and things will settle down after this week is over.