Well, things are a little better now that the wedding is over. It is amazing how much stress there is, even if it is NOT your wedding. But is is over and done with. Now maybe I can relax. Probibly not though. The kids are back in school. YEAH. So work is starting to calm down. I can only hope that it keeps calming down.Too bad you can't just coast everywhere. You can only coast so far, before you have to give it something to keep going forward. Sorry, this is kinda jumbled.

epiphany

I was thinking about life. And I realized that the more that we try and keep things the same, the more things change around us. It ends up like a stagnating pond. They stink and no one really ones to be around them. It is from trying to control too much, instead of just going with the flow. It is a hard feeling when it feels like everybody is moving forward, and you are stuck there being left behind. that is kinda how I have felt as we have been getting ready for my brothers wedding. The other hard part, is I don't know how to get myself unstuck. Well only time will tell, and things will settle down after this week is over.