My Hair

It changes almost as frequently as my mood. Mostly it stays in the red family, although my hair has been known to be blond, and black. There was also the time that it was black with 3 inch bright red roots. I learned then that it is not possible to dye over black hair dye. Anyways, The whole point is that I dyed my hair a deep red. It was supposed to be a blond red, but oh well. I like how it looks. I just wish that it did not take me so long. Nothing else is really new with me. Life is life, and it is going forward. That is really all that can be asked. Until next time.

Keep on trucking

Well life is still slow. Work is tiring. There are days I think why did I sign up for this. But being able to send kids home is worth it. So many interests. How do you decide what to do for the rest of your life. How do you decide on a career instead of just a job. I wish that there was something that could just like scan my mind and say "This is what you should do" That would make life easier. But then of course being me, I would go and probably do the opposite. oh well no one ever said that life and growing up were easy.

Well, things are a little better now that the wedding is over. It is amazing how much stress there is, even if it is NOT your wedding. But is is over and done with. Now maybe I can relax. Probibly not though. The kids are back in school. YEAH. So work is starting to calm down. I can only hope that it keeps calming down.Too bad you can't just coast everywhere. You can only coast so far, before you have to give it something to keep going forward. Sorry, this is kinda jumbled.

epiphany

I was thinking about life. And I realized that the more that we try and keep things the same, the more things change around us. It ends up like a stagnating pond. They stink and no one really ones to be around them. It is from trying to control too much, instead of just going with the flow. It is a hard feeling when it feels like everybody is moving forward, and you are stuck there being left behind. that is kinda how I have felt as we have been getting ready for my brothers wedding. The other hard part, is I don't know how to get myself unstuck. Well only time will tell, and things will settle down after this week is over.

The Begining

Well here is the begining of me. All though my life is not interesting. Thought that I would allow others to catch a glimps into my little world.